Meeting Jesus


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Every morning, I make time to have a chat with my Spirit Posse (that team of angels, guides, goddesses, loved ones, etc that are here to help me on my highest life path.)

It is always revealing, loving and inspiring. (psstt….you have a team too! I highly recommend you begin chatting with them.)

Anyway, at the start of 2016, to my surprise a new player joined the team – Jesus.

I was very surprised because although I was raised in a christian home, I never purposefully connected with him due to the many, many unanswered questions I had carried forward from my youth.

There was so much that religion taught me when I was younger that just never made sense to me. And because I was young, I tied all that confusion and frustration up around the key word that was used….Jesus.

This is why I was more drawn to words like Universal or Divine or Spirit because the words carried less baggage.

Yet, here he was  ~ Jesus.

Patient and strong. Ready to connect with me – the one who I had avoided anything to do with for years.


One day in late January, as he continually showed up to my Spirit sessions, I politely asked him if he was going to be around for a while?
He replied with a yes, he would be working with me quite closely this year.

I took a deep breath and took that in. To be honest, my initial thought was ‘Shit.’

I would be working with someone who triggered a great deal of mixed emotions in me, so just like I would do with a co-worker, I asked to have some get-to-know you time as I had many unanswered questions and if we were going to work closely together (and to uphold my commitment of being an open channel) then I needed to clear some things up.

My exact words were: “Well, if you are going to be sticking around, then we need to talk. I have a lot of unanswered questions and shit that just doesn’t make sense.”


He was only too happy to oblige and was pleased that I would choose to ‘clear the air’ so quickly.

We had several conversations over the coming weeks and it brought me clarity around so much. It literally shifted my entire understanding of Jesus and his purpose.



These conversations changed my perspective in such a way that I feel it is important to share, because if I had questions, I know others do as well.

*Side note: I am standing in a very vulnerable space in sharing these conversations, so I would love for you to be open in reading it. Take what feels right for you. If it doesn’t feel aligned with your heart…that’s okay…just move on to another post.*


My first question was “Why are you here? Why now?”

He explained that this year I will be learning that I am just like him (that in fact we all are). I will begin to really embody the Christ Consciousness; as part of my purpose as a light worker is to help others embody the Christ Consciousness within them.

*Cue freakout moment*

Eyes wide and standing disbelief and skepticism, I replied with a sarcastic teenager-y, “Really. That is a bit hard to believe.”


I was raised in a christian home, but have struggled to understand how the bible relates to all that I know about the Universe now. I just couldn’t get past the idea of sin, worshiping God or how exactly did Christ die for my sins among other things.


I decided to set the whole Christ Consciousness thing aside and start with something that feels a bit more close to home for me.

Me: ‘If God is all -loving then where the hell does sin fit in to all of this? How can I be born ‘bad’ if he loves me unconditionally? If I am a part of God and he created me, then how can I be ‘bad’ from birth? That doesn’t make any sense!”

Jesus: It is simply a language issue. (Like the angels, he makes everything sound so simple…lol)

Replace the word ‘sin’ with ‘fear’.

Fear is simply a perception of disconnection from the Spirit within.


The ‘original sin’ as you call the Eve eating the apple story…was simply the beginning of the awareness of fear.

The snake represents the choice to listen to the ego and eating the apple was the ingestion of fear into the world. The beginning of the perception that one can be disconnected from God (which is not true, but simply a perception).

The casting out of the Garden of Eden was simply a perception that God was no longer supporting them as they were now creating life from a place of fear and not love.

Their thoughts created their reality. (Law of Attraction)
Just like when you are in lack- it is you creating this experience from fear/disconnection. When you reconnect with the truth of who you are and focus on your connection, abundance is a natural outcome.


Another example of this is pain during childbirth is a belief that was chosen out of the disconnected or fear thoughts. Childbirth doesn’t have to be painful….but that idea is so deeply accepted. Change your thoughts and you change your reality.


Me: “What about the resurrection and the whole idea that you died for our sins??”


Jesus: I had spoken, taught and demonstrated through life how to live from connection to Spirit (God)…basically, how to live from love.  Yet, people at that time still had a great fear of death.

His resurrected so others would see there is nothing to fear. Death was the greatest fear at that time and by transcending death, he was demonstrating that death does not exist for anyone.

The only way I could assist them to move beyond that fear was to demonstrate there is no death.  Hence the resurrection story.


Me: “Why did you have to die in such a tragic way?”

Jesus: Because I chose to use my death as an opportunity to unify people. During tragic times, people get out of their heads (disconnection) and drop into the moment and their heart (connection).
They stop (even if for a short time) looking for success outside of them and search for re connection. Hitler, 9/11, all the world wars…were tragic, but also a great blessing and call to love.
It gave the world a point of connection that was desperately needed to evolve.



Wow! Holy love balls this changes so much from what I was taught (or maybe how I heard it).

I will share more in next week’s post as I talk with Jesus and his ability to heal others and how that relates to our own Christ Consciousness.

Until then..BIG LOVE,



Fear or Divine Timing?

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What is one thing that has been on your to-do list for a while and you aren’t ready to let it go, but you haven’t done anything with it either?

It just kind of sits there, taunting you.

What is holding you back from doing it? Is it fear or simply divine timing hasn’t aligned yet and how do you tell the difference?

A little story for you….

I was writing a blog post last Nov and got the nudge from my angels to submit a previously written post to Huffington Post (an online publication ran by Arianna Huffington.)

Arianna – (hehe, yes I just put us on a first name basis) invited me to be a blogger and I was so super excited!

But….I literally never submitted the article for publishing and I stopped writing period.

Since then, I would try to push myself to do it, but I just couldn’t.

At first, I thought it was fear holding me back (and I think initially it was), but now I see it was pure divine timing. What I went through on a very deep personal level these last few months, the ‘stuff’ I released, the power I had to claim…all before I was really ready to put this out there and be seen on a bigger level.

Funny thing is, once I submitted it, the article was published within 2 days!  ​



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So How do you tell if it is Fear or Divine Timing:

I have discovered through this experience that Fear for me feels like it is HARD, like I have no desire to push through that giant brick wall in my way.

Divine Timing feels more like waiting for a birthday. You know it is coming and you have no doubt it will happen, you just don’t feel the nudge to ‘make’ it happen.

The same feeling I had the day I emailed Arianna (like it would be cool to do it that day…is the same feeling I had to submit it to get published.)

I had no attachment, no overwhelm, no pressure…just, hey, I think I’m gonna do this today ~ just like saying hey, I think I’m going to the grocery store today.

If there is pressure or struggle or frustration, then your energy is not aligned with it yet. Get aligned first and then do it – life will be easier 😉

Do you have a way to tell the difference between fear and divine timing? Hit reply and share it with me!

Namaste, my loves.
P.S. Wanna check out my article? Just go here:

Your Unlived Life is Waiting



It is a common malady, I may even go so far as to call it an epidemic.


People all across the globe are living mediocre lives, settling for less and dimming their light because they want to fit in and be ‘normal’. All the while there is a dream inside them, a vision of a life where they are filled with passion, joy and love. A vision of a purpose waiting to be fulfilled that your soul is crying out for; an unlived life, waiting to be lived.

Every single one of you is here for a purpose and you were given a gift and a story that only you have, that gift and story was meant for you to share where by sharing it you will change the world. To do this, you have to stop settling, stop holding back.

Why do we settle for less? Why are people holding back?



Fear of success, fear of failure, fear of being seen, fear of what people will think, fear of being enough, fear of becoming homeless, fear of (insert your particular brand of fear here).

Sensitives, Intuitives and Empaths have an added challenge.

While yes fear holds many of us back from sharing our unique gifts, we also have the added challenge of not understanding how we naturally operate, so we are afraid of, struggle with and fight against our own bodies.


This can show up in many ways including overwhelm, exhaustion, feeling drained after spending time with people or in crowds, absorbing others emotions, putting others needs first, resentment, money troubles, health issues, and on and on.

Add that experience to any other fear and you have just created a perfect storm to cause you to live less than you desire.




There’s always a but isn’t there..heehee.


Being an extreme Sensitive, Empath and Intuitive I have made it my mission over the last several years to master my body’s response and learn to master the fear conversation.

I am now on a mission to help you do the same and I have learned 2 very cool things:

1. Highly Sensitive People (including empaths and intuitives) simply communicate with the world with a new language~ primarily through their 6th sense ..their feelings. This like any other language can be learned!


Living in a world where the 5 senses ~ taste, touch, smell, see, hear~ are acceptable and common, but the 6th sense has always been ‘weird’, it is easy to see that this misunderstood form of communication was not openly taught to those that need it. Many of us have been hiding it, fighting it or running from  this part of ourselves!

Many of us try to fit in and be accepted by pretending we don’t have feelings, labeling feelings as bad (which there are none) and going against our very nature. This is like having blue eyes and pretending you have brown. You can cover them up, hide it, but they are still blue.

How fabulous would it feel to be able to understand what you are experiencing in any situation and respond consciously instead of reacting unconsciously?


2.Fear is only a conversation in your mind.

Fear lives in your mind and your mind is simply a storage facility. A place to pull from past experience. It’s job is to keep you safe.

When learning something new or stepping out in a new way, the mind freaks out because it has no reference point to pull from. It says ‘WAIT, STOP! We have never been here before, don’t go any further because something terrible may happen!’

The key is to know when to listen to this ~ say you are walking down a dark alley at night or you are being chased by a bear or you can learn to master the fear conversation and calm the fear down so you can continue creating this awesome new life.

Once you know that your mind cannot lead you into the future, that allows you the freedom to listen to your heart!


So really for empaths, intuitives and all highly-sensitive people, stepping into your unlived life to experience the passion, joy, abundance and love that is ready for you, simply takes learning how you naturally operate and how to better communicate with your environment, body and mind.

Sound overwhelming? I promise it’s not!

I am on a mission to help you start living your unlived life, that is why I am so passionate about this program!


Master Your Inner Game: Spiritual Tools for Sensitives, Empaths and Intuitives

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Master Your Inner Game is a unique blend of energy work, mindset mastery and practical action steps to get you from chaos to calm. It is designed specifically to help Sensitives, Empaths and Intuitives master their energy and the fear conversation to create more peace, while standing in their power and living into their purpose.


How would it feel to know every day you wake up you have control over your emotions, thoughts and energy and you are doing work that is fulfilling?

How would it feel to know that anytime fear pops up you have the tools to know you can handle it and keep moving forward?

Pretty damn good right?


Then I give you permission.

Permission to live full-out.

Permission to start living your unlived life NOW.


I got the tools, you bring the awesome!

Talk to me about it here:


Big love to you,



P.S. Did you miss the training I did on Being Sensitive Is Your Superpower: 3 Keys to Live Fearlessly, Confidently and Powerfully as a Highly Sensitive Person. Check it out here:

What is Your Fear Default?



What is your fear default?

We all have one.

The behavior we display when fear shows up…it’s how we know we are acting from fear and not love.

In this video I share some of the most common fear default behaviors out there and why knowing what yours is can change everything.


P.S. I did 3 retakes of this video and still wanted to do another one. Fear was telling me none of them were good enough.

My angels said, “send it, it’s perfect!”  So I am trusting my guides and sending it….knowing it is exactly what needs to be out there.

Just proves fear can still pop up, but it is all about having the right tools to move through it.

Make sure you leave a comment and tell me your fear default!